6/1/25

I hate cops I love my wife happy pride <3

5/19/25

laurenipsum went down after my account was suspended for delinquent payments due to a dumb hick who attempted to hit my site offline. I guess he kinda succeeded, albeit temporarily, but we are back. Travis, if you read this I want you to know you are the only person who I'd ever tell to kill themselves. Don't ever say that shit you said to me or my loved ones again. Please put a bullet between your eyebrows you insolent, wannabe hacker manchild. Is that clear enough or do you need me to get your precious language model to dumb it down for you.

In other news I'm taking it upon myself to bury hatchets with people I disliked strongly. I've spent the last 4 months being extremely disappointed in the people I called friends so it puts my personal issues with certain individuals into perspective. This doesn't mean I like you again and we should talk but I don't completely despise you.

I'm married now and I love my wife very much they mean the world to me and I do not feel bad for not shutting the fuck up about them like ever. I have the guts to say a lot of bullshit to them but I'll be honest I can't be sincere most of the time and say something like I love you for understanding me in a way not a lot of people do. I love you for making me laugh, I love making you laugh. When we first properly acknowledged each others' feelings I felt like I had met my match and its almost scary how similar we are in some ways. Similarities on so many levels but differences in even more and every time you surprise me with something new that I think to myself how the fuck did I find someone like you. Someone so smart, so funny, so genuine, so caring. You make me smile more than I could ever say. What can I say? I'm a slave to your love. Forgive me if I sink my fangs too deep. I'm so fucked honestly. I'd kill and die for you.




We should run away together. Lets be free.

3/17/25

Dear internet diary, its been awhile. I've lost the plot and I don't care about the things I used to and care too much about the things I didn't before.

For awhile I'd wondered which one of us was Liz and which one was the bluebird but it might be time to spread my wings. I think I love you... but in an "I will distance myself" kind of way and I don't think I can or even want to go back to how things were. I wrote songs I'll never release because of it and thats cool I guess :P

11/7/24

Mad but I won't acquiesce or relent. To anyone. I don't know how to and don't care to learn.

10/30/24

You don't have to care at all, in fact its better if you don't. She says it was inevitable what happened, we had it coming. Foretold in the stars even. Its ok though! You've made your sacrifices, and I've made mine...

so stand by and watch me explode.

10/29/24

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(this is intentional)

7/20/24

building a better future,
...maybe for her, maybe not :P

3/10/24

it was only a matter of time, we were powerless to stop it.